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People always say that it hurts at night and apparently screaming into your pillow at 3am is the romantic equivalent of being heartbroken. But sometimes it’s 9am on a Tuesday morning and you’re standing at the kitchen bench waiting for the toast to pop up. And the smell of dusty sunlight and earl gray tea makes you miss him so much you don’t know what to do with your hands.
– Rosie Scanlan, “On Missing Them” (via in-finitus)

(via lion-within-me)

well this should be interesting

I’m introducing him to my parents this Friday of plans actually work out to plan. I’m happy but I don’t know how I feel about this. like were not official really and I don’t know how this will go over. it’ll be interesting to say the least. my dad doesn’t even care what goes on but Tammy will be asking questions like crazy. hell who he fuck even cares about him and I haven’t never gone on a date before I don’t how this will play over in general between us. like I don’t know how were going to interact out together like I’m going to feel awkward. gahhh how’d I get myself in this situation

#personal #vent #relationship #him #parents #meeting my parents #awkward situation #freaking out #overthinking


I feel as though I’m having a lot of bad days lately


It sucks when the only people you we’re close to consider you a bother like sorry I’m here sorry i bother you

god damnit I seriously just got blood on the white part of my comforter ughhh my life

and the end of the year break down has commenced. fuck me, I’m so over this fucking school bullshit and just learning how much of a bigger failure than I already thought I was

My Eating Disorder Me: -fasts-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -binges-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -eats normally-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -eats super healthily-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -eats only junk-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -restricts-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: -over exercises-
Me: Still feel like shit.
Me: Doesn't matter what I do, feeling like shit is going to be given.